like every every single morning…Philip Defranco Betterhelp Copypasta… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always drawn they’ve constantly been really tough psychological days for me i do not know what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i may hate it i don’t understand i don’t actually wish to get a therapist i have actually constantly wanted to simply deal with my mental stuff without needing to get one since to me i simply um i simply don’t wish to need to go through all of this and i do not want to need to inform individuals all of my things and just go through all of this i simply do not feel like doing all of this and i actually simply wanted to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically 30 years of trying so we’re gon na enter into that today uh i don’t know i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i said.