like every each and every single morning…Talkspace Christian Counseling… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually always sucked they’ve constantly been really tough psychological days for me i don’t know what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i might dislike it i don’t know i do not really want to get a therapist i have actually constantly wished to just deal with my mental things without having to get one since to me i simply um i simply don’t wish to need to go through all of this and i do not wish to need to inform individuals all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i just don’t feel like doing all of this and i truly simply wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i don’t understand i’m just tired of dealing with this and like like i said.